What shall I write?

Since the year has started, I have occupied my mind with the thoughts about what is next. I am a writer and not writing. An entrepreneur that's not currently the owner of any businesses. And my social media talents aren't being used for much.

"Get up and get out there" Haley Scott said.

Yup I'm watching One Tree Hill as I stare at my computer screen wondering what I should post on my blog today. And Haley was just telling Mia that she needs to get a life, so she can have something to put in a song. That's her cure for writers block. Well, I think I have a life. What's my excuse? Not enough exciting experiences maybe? Not traveling enough? I'm not sure. What I do know is that my life is a lot different than it was just a year ago.

Our lives are so precious but we don't care for it like we do our waistlines, vehicles, romances, homes or even children. But our lives take a back burner. And by lives I mean open the shades, let the sun shine through to light up a room. Hmm... that probably didn't help. Maybe more like our soul, energy and spirit. Not just the physical but the emotional, spiritual and mental.

I have a life, but still not writing much. So that can't be the reason why I'm not writing or much of anything else these days. Even so, I'm not too hard on myself because I have interests in working on a few projects. Investing in businesses instead of owning, publishing a children's book, and taking a small trip in a week from now. 2015 is about me. What I want, what I want to do, what I desire. I spend way too much time taking care of other people's companies. Managing others' social media. Going where everyone else wants to go. It's time that I do what makes me happy. Live my own life.

Go out there and learn what you want to do. Live.

*Took me the whole episode to finish this blog. Haha it's going to be a while until I finish my next novel. 

Write with your Words

I haven't wanted to write on here much. I'm not sure why and it's no offense to all of you lovely people, but maybe life is moving too fast. Online dating, giving away books, trying to figure what is my next book, my day job, rent, bills, potentially getting promoted and blah blah blah.

Here are some topics I have pending for you.

1. The Beat Goes On
2. Online Dating Part Deux
3. TSA
4. Chapter from a lost story
5. ...the rest aren't started

Motivation is lacking. I'm not thriving in my creativity. Not sure why. I have SO much material I can use. But I don't want to write it? Very unlike me. Therefore, I'm going to invite people to come write on here. Their words and insight will continue on what I aim to do. Enlighten you about what's right under your nose.

I'm listening to "Soldier" by Gavin Degraw (best lyrics). As much as I sometimes feel like a failure (and I do), I often match or double those moments with times of amazement by my accomplishments. Fortunately I also have friends who look to accomplish their hopes and dreams to the highest degree. 

Last night one of my friends succeeded in what I'd think was one of her highest goals. I personally believe its definitely only the beginning.  And maybe that's something we sometimes forget. For example,  I sent my books to an employee at Scholastic a couple of weeks ago. That was one of the biggest moments for me because I had Scholastic on the top of my list of places I wanted my books to be distributed. And voila, an opportunity presented itself after years of going to networking events. It was unreal! But then I laid back and acted as if I was done. What is that?? There is still more to do. No one is banging on my door. Sallie Mae isn't paid off. And most importantly, my message has not been heard by the world. Let alone the country. So I have work to do.

As I've said, I have friends who are just as opposed to being complacent as I am. Therefore, those are the type of people I want to share this space with to inspire and inform all of you. This is a very exciting and necessary change. There will be a political aspect, hopefully a venturing into the real world aspect, and something fun and girly for my teenie boppers out there. 2014 entries are going to be jocund (my word of the day). 

Get your butt moving.

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Dawn to a New Day

I am not a twilight saga fan. My participation in the craze was merely to witness what the hype was about. For me, just like Harry Potter, watching the movies was reading the books. Although teams Jacob and Edward or  Baby would beg to differ.

With that said, I couldn't let the last installment hit theaters and I not see it. I was curious if I'd understand more than usual. Would I hate the acting and the lack of story in the movie? Would I criticize how many times Lautner excessively say Bella? Ultimately, I wanted to know how the saga ended.

So I went. Went to the movies by myself to witness this ending. Of course I went when the kiddies were still in school. The theater initially had an old couple in the row in front of me. Then maybe 3 to 4 more pairs trickled in. One of which were two tattooed muscled pair who looked like they should've been dragged to the movie but seemed to be there all on their own. These two were in the same aisle as me, and their giggles accompanied by funny comments made my day. Furthermore, Breaking Dawn Part 2 began. The absolute first thought I had during the beginning was "did they get a new director?". The opening was nothing like the other movies in my opinion but then again I don't remember a whole lot but bits and pieces from the others. Either way, I was impressed by the artistry.

As the movie played, I became more and more involved in the story. Of all the Twilights, this was the most entertaining. I'm an action and suspense kind of girl. Breaking Dawn Part 2 gave me a little of both. And Oh my goodness they acted! I understood the characters a lot more this time around. This also added to the experience.

At the end, the unimaginable happened. Art is something that ignites an emotion. And I must admit, Breaking Dawn Part 2 has sparked one in me. I couldn't believe it. I was amazed that I felt for what was happening in the story. I was in love cause they were in love. And when the credits rolled, I wanted to clap. A Perfect (for this saga I guess) ending. And to my surprise, I finally wanted to read the books.

I left there thinking about where Stephanie Meyer's life probably has taken her. How awesome would it be to have a Twilight on my hands? I'm sure Ms. Rowling or Ms. Meyer knew that when they sat in coffee shops or at their home desks that their books would come to life one day. This saga blew up like no one would believe. How amazing is that?! But oh wait, does this mean the movie inspired me? ...Who would've thought? I couldn't believe it. I was inspired by a craze I mocked.

I smiled walking out that theater. I almost didn't want to leave until the last song on the soundtrack played and the last word left the screen. I wanted this excitement and inspiration to last. 

This made me write. Use my new found excitement and inspiration to reproduce productivity. Wow.