Last year Easter
was recognized on April 4th on calendars throughout the country. I
woke up excited to go to church that morning because the previous Easter I was
too sick to attend. That morning was the same normal routine: wake up, make the
bed, take a shower, eat breakfast and get dressed. But this was Easter;
everyone goes to church. It can be considered as an American pastime.
Many
recognize Easter as a special holiday. People put on their best attire to wear
to church. Women wear different sorts of hats as if they were guests at the
royal wedding. These hats never fail to match the dress or pantsuit women wore.
Don’t forget the shoes. The shoes have to make the pitter-patter sound on the sidewalk or they just aren’t right for
the occasion. The Easter rabbit, colored eggs and Peeps are considered
afterthoughts because everyone focuses on going to church and celebrating the
resurrection of Christ.
My
mom and I attend a church where “you can come as you are.” I was scheduled to
work after church so I had on my work clothes. I was fully engaged in the
service: the triumphant singing, the prayers and the meditation.
The
sermon began. The evangelist talked about the crucifixion of Jesus. I inched
forward in my seat trying to listen to his speech. Initially, I heard what
sounded like someone kicking the back of a seat but it seemed like it was
coming from a short distance away. My friend tapped me on the shoulder. Maybe she wants a pen.
“Katrina,
I think there’s something wrong with your mother,” she told me.
I
turned around completely towards the direction my mother sat. What I saw was
unusual. My mother was shaking violently. Her arms flared in the air in all
directions. A group of people nearby surrounded her in a circular form.
“Catherine,
are you okay?” One person said while attempting to place their hand on my mom’s
moving shoulder.
“Get
off of me! Jesus! Jesus, save me!” My mother yelled at the top of her lungs
exposing her tonsils.
“She’s
got the spirit!” the preacher said. “Why don’t we say a prayer for our sister?”
How could he be so lighthearted about this?
Clearly, something was wrong.
As
people tried approaching my mother to help her, she kept pushing them away. I
got up and slowly walked up the stairs and out of the auditorium. There must
have been at least 800 people who came to church that morning. As I exited out
of the auditorium, I heard snickering and laughing coming from some in the
audience. They must’ve thought this was a stunt. Something in me helped to
refrain me from rebuking them for their ignorance.
Outside
the auditorium, a person approached me:
“You’re
Catherine’s daughter, right?” I nodded.
“Follow
me.”
Together,
we walked downstairs into a murky basement area. The walls were white colored
similar to that of bleach and the lighting was focused towards the center of
the hallway. I saw a group of people circled around my mother who sat on a
chair.
My
mother’s head swung back and forth like she was head banging at a rock concert.
Her voice was unusually high like she was a cartoon character. Three men stood
on opposite sides of my mom holding onto her arms. One man noticed the strange
look that I had on my face upon seeing this and said,
“She
fell on her head while we were trying to get her down here.”
Although
we were in a hallway, the space seemed to get smaller and smaller as more and
more people crowded the room trying to help. Questions like arrows darted at
me: Is there a history of mental illness
in your family? How old is your mother? Does she take medication? Does she have
health issues?
All
I knew was that my mom was diabetic and that she took insulin for it. I didn’t
see how that could lead to my mom behaving so unusually.
“Do
you know who you are?” One man asked my mother.
“Yes
my name is Catherine. Who are youuuu?” she replied, while swaying backwards and
forwards and elongating the vowels in the words she spoke.
The
man laughed; he was a comedic actor for a living and did this to keep her calm.
I
wanted to cry so badly; I had never seen her act like this before. I was
bombarded with questions. I felt guilty that I didn’t know the answers to many
of the questions. A friend told me to be strong and that if my mom saw me
crying, it might cause a turn for the worst. I had no idea what was going on with my mother. Someone in the
congregation called 911. Two EMT workers arrived on the scene.
“Who
here is related to the victim?” the female EMT asked.
Raising
my hand and stepping forward I said,
“I am. She’s my
mother.”
I told them that
she had diabetes. The female EMT pulled out a glucometer and measured my
mother’s blood sugar. We stood waiting for the results the machine would give
us. Three dashes appeared on the screen. What
does that mean?
“Her blood sugar
is so low that the glucometer cannot measure it,” said the female EMT.
She and her
partner quickly entered an IV into my mother’s arm to try to help raise her
blood sugar.
“Does she have
anything to drink or eat in her purse?”
I looked through
my mother’s purse and found a small carton of orange juice.
“Here, drink
this,” I told my mother, handing her the carton.
“Can you hold her
things while we get her on the gurney?” the male EMT asked me.
After strapping my
mom onto the gurney, we headed out the secret passage to the ambulance truck. A
group of people stood nearby to make sure everything went smoothly.
“She’s gonna be
alright. Stay strong,” said one person from my church, giving me a hug.
Before I climbed
aboard the ambulance truck, the male EMT approached me.
“Can you sign
here, here and here?” he said, pointing to the various places where my
signature was required.
My hand trembled
as the pen slowly transcribed the name that my mother gave me at birth. It had
always been the other way around, my mom overseeing me, signing her name on all
the papers. Now it had become my turn, adulthood.
Upon arriving to
the hospital, it took awhile for my mom to receive a room. There was a drunken
man in the emergency room giving the cops and the hospital staff a hard time.
“Either you calm
down sir, or we’ll arrest you. Which do you prefer?” said to the officer to the
intoxicated patient. Looking around the emergency room brought me into a
further depression. Patients covered in blood and gauze laid in their beds as
the heart monitor played its song.
Finally my mother was placed in a room and a
nurse came in to check her vitals.
“It’s a good thing
the ambulance arrived when it did,” she told us. “Or else you might have been
in a diabetic coma. My friend was recently in a coma and it took awhile for him
to get out of it.”
Soon the doctor
assigned to my mother entered the room. By now, my mother was acting normal but
she looked weak.
“What happened
this morning?” the doctor asked.
“I woke up and
prepared my breakfast. I ate only one packet of oatmeal; I normally eat two but
I ran out. My doctor advised me to gradually increase the amount of insulin I
take. This morning, I took 30 milligrams. When I got to church, I felt a sharp
pain at the back of my head. I don’t remember anything that happened after
that,” my mother said.
“Ok, thank you.”
The doctor exited the room.
He came back and
informed us that my mother experienced hypoglycemia,
a condition that happens to those with diabetes when their blood sugar
decreases.
That evening, my
mother was released from the hospital. When we arrived home, I went on my
computer and looked up hypoglycemia on the Internet. I researched for a long
time obsessing over the day’s experience. I had never experienced seeing my
mother in that condition but after researching it on the web, things began to
become clearer. When I told my mom about how she yelled during church service
and how she ran around, she said she experienced hallucinations, one of hypoglycemia’s many symptoms. Other
symptoms include mood swings, frequent urination, convulsions, blurry vision,
and migraines.
This experience
helped me to create a greater personal awareness of the disease my mother and
many Americans have: diabetes. I’m not a doctor but here I am reporting to you
from off the page, Dr. Montgomery, Web, M.D.
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